Awesome Lover

So everyone has that one person in their lives that they are always thinking about. That they always wanna talk about, and can never seem to stop caring about them...or even get mad at them. I've felt this feeling twice in my life. Unfortunatley, the first one didn't work out, but what's amazing is...the first guy's friend swooped in and saved the day. He and I are inseperable now. I'm sort of jealous that he gets to be as perfect as he is, but I'm so happy for him. He makes me feel amazing and for some reason all his flaws just seem to make him even more perfect to me. I love you John :) and I always will.